Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 22
And then, another very strange reference to "voice." I was discussing the dreadful situation that existed in late 1995, during which time the pressure of my ex husband to simply give up the whole experiment was becoming unbearable. He was using every means at his disposal to make me absolutely as miserable as possible, and I was sorely tempted to just throw in the towel and go back to sleep.
The strange way the word "voice" was used made absolutely no sense to me at the time. But later, another hint was given:
I know that many of the readers instantly see the connection. And I know that many of you are frustrated to read some of these transcripts that demonstrate how totally dense I can be. And I realize that there has probably never been so reluctant a channal, who spent so much time trying to give her power and energy away to others because she was always putting everyone else first, even to the point of personal harm. But those of you who have read Amazing Grace will have some understanding of why I have always been reluctant to attribute any special ability or quality to myself. I apologize for frustrating the reader this way. I was certainly programmed to not protect myself, and to be "nice" and I was definitely "bait" for the Sea Monster. But, as the reader quoted above points out: " I've come to see that the "dark and self-serving" actually serve the "light and other- serving" quite beautifully, and in ways nothing else likely could. If, of course, one chooses to heed the call and learn from the experiences." "Right use of energy," or "impeccability" is learning when not to act nice about protecting our souls. It is learning that when the soul is being threatened, it is not only acceptable to draw a line and mean it, it is required. In the Bluebeard story, as soon as Bluebeard realizes that his wife has discovered his dark secrets, he informs her that he is going to kill her. She pleads with him for time to make her confession, to pray for her soul, and to generally "prepare to die." This is, of course, a ruse. Secretly, she has sent word to her brothers that Bluebeard is going to kill her, and she is buying time until their arrival. This is an allegory of the need to recoup one's soul energy. Once one has become aware of the secrets of Bluebeard, one has to acquire energy to deal with him. The arrival of the "brothers" on the scene is nothing more than the reviving of the psychic, warrior energies. It is with the energy, skill and forebearance of the Warrior aspect of the soul that we deal with petty tyrants - when the time is right. At the same time, we must be aware that there can be a distinction between the persona of Bluebeard and the actual human being who is playing the role. As Ms. Estes has pointed out, "the young and the injured are uninitiated. Neither knows much about the dark predator and are, therefore, credulous." This is an important point because it might indicate that one is dealing with a soul that is simply in the process of learning the same lessons, but is at a different point on the learning cycle. Perhaps such a soul has not chosen as many incarnations, or a different lesson path has been followed. Perhaps such a soul is one that is "new" in human form, though it has spent other incarnations in other forms. In such a case, it is wise to consider this, and to realize that such a soul may not have any evil intent - they are just learning about the predator by experiencing control by it. And it may require many lifetimes for them to come to that moment when they realize that they have been manipulated and betrayed by their own choices, and they can then change their mind and begin to conserve their own energy for escape.
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