Adventures With Cassiopaea

Chapter 22

As I go through this recapitulation, I have found my email files to be utterly invaluable in helping to jog my memory about the events of the past few years. They are also something of a daily diary of my dreams and thoughts and activities, so the reader may be assured that I am utilizing every tool to make the story as accurate and objective as possible.

As I have already noted, after the "used soap" clue played out, Ark and I were so shocked that we almost decided upon the instant to entirely terminate any future interactions with Frank. We realized at that point what the many clues throughout the years had meant, and that the Cassiopaeans were communicating with me directly in my dreams, and providing me with a series of "green language" clues about future actions of Frank that would enable me to "see through." However, there was still sufficient blocking from my conscious mind so that the drama of the dream had to be expressed in terms of Terry and Jan rather than Frank. In this way, a "partner at the board" was emphasized, only the future event was actually played out by Frank, the point being to show me from the dream Frank's true role. But, at the time of the dream, I was simply not ready to consider the idea that Frank was a "mole."

And of course, at the present time it relates to the fact that Frank is illegally and fraudulently trying to claim "ownership" of the C's material based on his claim that there would have been no C's without him. That is clearly not true, as the C's themselves have made clear. Frank never was The Channel. The C's were not "connected" to him in any way; the overwhelming evidence is that he was actually incidental to the process, the channeling was done on enough occasions without him present to make this clear, and has continued without him. But for a long time, in my ongoing effort to try to give to Frank some "sense of accomplishment," to try to use positive reinforcement to stimulate activity on his own, I would post material with the header: "Channeled by Frank Scott and" myself. I always put myself in second place and tried to give Frank the honors because he was always ranting about how completely he had been ignored and pushed into a corner by his parents. I never dreamed that this simple act of courtesy, of effort to help him feel better about himself, would be seen by him as "proof" that he was The Channel. But, as the C's had already confirmed, any "energy of giving" that is given to those of the STS persuasion only fuels their descent into STS. It never converts them to STO. Never.

After many long discussions about the "Frank problem," Ark and I both saw rather plainly that any continued interaction with him would be under the exact same conditions as we had each continued in our respective marriages even after realizing that there never was and could never be any real "meeting of the mind" or colinearity of souls with our former partners. The Cassiopaeans had told us over and over again that there was a "mission" of some sort, even if only that of sharing our information, and that it could not move to the next level as long as Frank was involved. We had observed evidence and clues galore that Frank's path was not just "different," but rather diametrically opposed to our own. It was, indeed, a real "twist."

The fact is, as one reader of this series has pointed out, manipulation and betrayal of trust is a constant in human dynamics. But in another sense, it is our choice to experience it. The C's have said we were "lured" to the threshold, and once we had "gone for the gold" of 3^rd density experience, we, in some sense, agreed to have our genes altered. But, in the end, it still comes down to the fact that Free Will cannot be abridged unless we oblige.

This then brings us to the point where we are required to address the unresolved issues in ourselves that make us vulnerable to manipulation and betrayal of trust. Indeed, as innocent children, we are programmed to feel unworthy, and because of this "unworthiness" programming, we repeatedly accept manipulation and betrayal of trust as our due. Another reader has written so eloquently:

I noticed very early in my life that people seemed to experience the same emotional entanglements the world over. Over and over again. (I was also painfully aware of how miserable I was on this earth at a very early age). I wanted to know why, what was at work, how it occurred, and if there was a way out of going through such a meaningless-seeming, endless-seeming loop myself.

Naturally, I had to first experience most of these "set patterns of emotional entanglements" myself, so I could understand them from the inside-out, I suppose. Abuse of every kind, serious and life- threatening traumas, intimate relationships wrought with difficulties and codependency, etc. These were the main course of my earlier life.

Anyway, from that dark and painful abyss I learned and grew beyond what seemed possible to my woeful child imaginings, and I couldn't be more tickled in my pleasant surprise of that. I've come to see that the "dark and self-serving" actually serve the "light and other- serving" quite beautifully, and in ways nothing else likely could. If, of course, one chooses to heed the call and learn from the experiences.

Continue to page 172

The owners and publishers of these pages wish to state that the material presented here is the product of our research and experimentation in Superluminal Communication. We invite the reader to share in our seeking of Truth by reading with an Open, but skeptical mind. We do not encourage "devotee-ism" nor "True Belief." We DO encourage the seeking of Knowledge and Awareness in all fields of endeavor as the best way to be able to discern lies from truth. The one thing we can tell the reader is this: we work very hard, many hours a day, and have done so for many years, to discover the "bottom line" of our existence on Earth. It is our vocation, our quest, our job. We constantly seek to validate and/or refine what we understand to be either possible or probable or both. We do this in the sincere hope that all of mankind will benefit, if not now, then at some point in one of our probable futures.

Contact Webmaster at cassiopaea.com
Copyright © 1997-2009 Arkadiusz Jadczyk and Laura Knight-Jadczyk. All rights reserved. "Cassiopaea, Cassiopaean, Cassiopaeans," is a registered trademark of Arkadiusz Jadczyk and Laura Knight-Jadczyk.
Letters addressed to Cassiopaea, Quantum Future School, Ark or Laura, become the property of Arkadiusz Jadczyk and Laura Knight-Jadczyk
Republication and re-dissemination of the contents of this screen or any portion of this website in any manner is expressly prohibited without prior written consent.

You are visitor number [an error occurred while processing this directive] .