Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 19
In this last remark, I wasn't quite sure if the C's meant the subject of alien hybrids in general, or if they were referring to Frank when they said "this subject." But, since they said "subjects of this nature," meaning individuals that are hybrids, it stands to reason that the following remark: "the truest nature of this subject," was referring to Frank specifically. The instant this was transmitted, a shiver traveled through my body, though I immediately shoved the "warning sensation" under the rug. In point of fact, I had thought many things about Frank, but the one thing I had NEVER thought was that he had been deliberately sent into my life to harm me. The above remark is completed with the remark made on January 10, 2002:
Getting back to the psychomantium, finally, after months of trying with no real success, being stuck in a claustrophobic little closet that became hotter than an oven in a very short time with just a single candle, I decided that this was NOT going to work. There was no way I could even get comfortable, much less survive such an ordeal a sufficient number of times for anything to manifest!
Well! How about that? Nothing like letting me spin my wheels doing all that closet business when, all the while, it was obvious that it wasn't going to work. But heck, by now I knew that the C's very often let me do such things just to make a point. And yes, there was an "idle" room in my house. But I darn sure wasn't going to paint a whole room in my house black! Also important to note was the comment about "imagination" being a "bridge" to the Akashic records. In the second half of 1998, after the house was put back together, and our sessions were held in a little more comfort, there was a building tension with Frank. Ark was paying very close attention to his behavior in regard to me, and was noting that any prolonged contact with Frank generally resulted in negative effects on my health. This was not something I had previously paid any attention to, because I had been in such poor health for so many years, that the definite relationship between Frank's presence and my physical condition had never been noted. But Ark noticed, and watched for several months before he even mentioned it to me. He began to take action to limit this draining, making sure that Frank was not able to focus his attention on me, redirecting conversations and interactions in a subtle, but firm way. This "cutting off" the flow of energy from me to Frank had the most interesting result in the fact that Frank began to become quite rude and obnoxious toward Ark in an attempt to overtly manipulate me to "take his side." At the time, I excused his behavior with the idea that he was just simply so socially backward that he didn't realize that he was being offensive. One night he began a long monologue about Ark's accent. Pontificating at great length about his own masterful command of the English language, he ended his spiel by saying to Ark, "If you ever want to amount to anything in this country, you had better learn to speak English!" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Not only was it rude beyond enduring, but Frank seemed to have completely forgotten the fact that he was employed as a telemarketer, and Ark was employed as a defense sub-contractor. Accent or no, Ark's income was much above Frank's. Even more, Ark had endured struggles and attacks that Frank had never even dreamed of, succeeding in his chosen field against many obstacles. Frank couldn't even go through a book and circle spelling errors for me. Nevertheless, we continued to "make nice," and ignore Frank's ever increasing personal attacks on Ark that were becoming less subtle by the day. Ark decided to bring up the issue of "monitoring" again.
In the above remarks, naturally, I felt very guilty because I was always sharing what I was learning with correspondents and on the website. And Frank was constantly telling me that I ought not to be sharing the material so freely because I was going to bring fire down on our heads. It never occurred to me that HE was the one doing the monitoring. Since Frank was so certain that any "monitoring" was from Terry and Jan, I decided to ask about the comment that had been made when they were present about the "words appearing on a screen." The answer was non-committal enough to be taken either way. But what was most significant was the fact that they said that extreme methods of monitoring had not been necessary; that STS seeks the path of least resistance. It completely eluded me that this meant that the reason extreme methods of monitoring had seldom been necessary was because we had our own, built-in mole. In a strange sort of way, this almost suggested that Terry and Jan's presence was what had necessitated other methods of monitoring because Frank's monitoring activity had been blocked by their presence.
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