Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 19
But when any readers posed questions, or presented problems for discussion, especially if they were questions that posed doubts about the material itself, he would toss those emails aside with contempt and remark that I ought not to waste my time trying to answer such questions. This was a very disturbing thing to observe and I tried to explain to Frank that our philosophy was that sharing what we had learned when we were being asked was one of the more important things we could do as Service to Others. It was somewhere at this point that Frank began to drop hints to us that we ought to be paying him to attend the sessions because, obviously, he was The Channel and if there was going to be public attention, he deserved to be compensated as well as given star billing on the website! I didn't agree. I referred to all of us on the website as "The Group." I did think that it would be alright to have a little page of bios of the different members of the group, and I asked Frank to write whatever he wanted to say about himself, and I would type it up and post it. Month after month I would ask him: "Did you write your bio yet?" And he would deliver the list of excuses as to why he hadn't, and then suggest that I should write it. At this point, since Ark and I were doing literally everything else, I began to resent the fact that Frank did so little, complained so much, and expected to be carried like a baby to fame and glory. I refused to write his bio for him. I told him to come a couple of hours early on one of the session nights, or any other time during the week, and sit down at my computer and write it. He never had time. The fact that Frank was so resistant to making any kind of contribution was really starting to bother me. All the while he was proclaiming what a high spiritual being he was, that he was most definitely the most STO being on Planet Earth, there was simply no evidence to support it. The C's had said that an STO being was one who "gives to those who ask." Well, I was asking Frank to help with organizing the material, with spell-checking, with writing a little bio, with answering questions for readers, with editing, and other things that certainly would have taken only an hour of his time a day. But he stubbornly and steadfastly failed to do one single thing. When I would point out that his excuses didn't hold water, he would just laugh and point out that by now, I ought to realize that this was just the way he was, and I had better get used to it. As a result of all this, I was becoming less and less sure of Frank's exact role in the process. Since I had finally caught up in the transcribing, and was in the process of going through all the sessions and trying to get spelling errors cleaned up, cross-checking them with the notes and sometimes the original tapes, I was becoming more and more aware of just how clever the C's were in their communications to us. With a broader overview, I was able to begin to see that Frank was NOT the "channel" in the sense that he "was the C's." I also realized that the C's had been gently agitating for a long time for me to disengage from Frank and undertake a more direct form of communication, which excluded trance channeling, (which I knew to be iffy at best), one which suited my particular make-up far better - the Psychomantium. The subject of the Psychomanium was first bruited by the C's, right out of the blue, on January 17, 1997, exactly 25 days before Ark came to the States for the first time. It is always interesting to go back over the sessions and see what the general discussion and "flavor" is that "sets the tone" for what sorts of things come out later. Somehow, it always seems to be interconnected. On this particular evening, we began the session with a discussion of an individual who had been present the previous week. This woman is described in the Wave Series, being the one who experienced the "Reptoid Rape," and who was later to behave in so strange a way that it was absolutely frightening. The entire group witnessed her bizarre behavior on more than one occasion, and Terry was extremely concerned that she was programmed to be physically violent. The C's had warned of "grave, grave, danger" when she was present, and we had all thought that it referred to her. In was only later, during the week, after we had a chance to discuss it, that Terry pointed out quite logically that the C's were warning US of danger in this woman's presence.
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