Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 16
The act of facing the "pattern of activity" behind the events of my own life that bespoke such a hidden reality was absolutely soul searing and mind numbing. You could even say that, of all people who never wanted to know anything at all about UFO's and aliens, I deserve a place at the head of the line. Yet, there it was. Standing back from my life in overview, there were the hints of some sort of pattern maker, and it wasn't God in any sense that I had ever conceived of Him. Yes, I could see both positive actions and negative actions; a dynamic interplay of forces that related in some direct way to my own thinking, seeking, and growth. But exactly what it was, and precisely how it operated, I couldn't tell yet. It was like a shadow show where the shadows are produced by certain angles of light behind objects which, when finally revealed, may bear no resemblance whatsoever to the form of the shadow. A balled up fist could as easily be interpreted as a bird or a dog, or - when expanded to its full shape - a hand. Just what was I seeing? What's more, why did it seem that I was being challenged to see it? Why me? And I think this question is echoed by thousands, if not millions of others who have had similar experiences. In the earliest days of my investigation into the phenomena, the enormity of the problem began to overwhelm me. From what I could determine, many, many thousands of people - a cross section of humanity - were coming forward and saying that they had experienced contact with aliens from other worlds. The general response that they get from others, including professionals who are supposed to be providing help and support, is ridicule. In reviewing the cases available to me, I noted that the typical victim was almost frantically worried about a "loss of time," and some vague memory of being restrained or trapped. The person becomes almost hyperactive in their irritability, suffers from loss of concentration and short-term memory. An "abductee" is generally hypersensitive to loud noises, claims to hear things no one else can hear, and to see things no one else can see, including getting "feelings" about others that are impossible to explain or quantify in any way. No matter what the explanation for their experiences, these people needed to be taken seriously; they needed to be validated; and most of all they needed a support system. Basically, when considering abductions, there are three choices:
I very early gave up the idea that abduction stories were concocted for fame and glory. For most, the event was one of great shame and they most certainly didn't want anybody to know about it. That they were so desperate for help that they overcame tremendous reluctance indicates how severely they were traumatized. The question of the sanity of people claiming to have been abducted was answered in the negative as far as I could see. If millions of people believed that a guy, 2000 years ago, died on a cross and arose three days later, and were considered sane, then people claiming abductions, with far more direct experience and evidence, were undoubtedly sane also. Sure, it was fine and dandy for Bob Lazar to say that he worked on alien craft at Area 51 and that endless reports of the phenomenon existed from thousands of years ago. But were the "lights in the skies" and the stories of fairy abductions the same phenomena that happened here and now in our world? The claims of cover-up and conspiracy had a certain appeal. I really got the creeps thinking about alien critters with bug eyes and B.O. No wonder so many people flee in terror to the safety of the "government conspiracy" idea. It's a lot more comforting to think that the "man behind the curtain" is a man, after all, and not a hyperdimensional being who is not only physical, but can manipulate space and time at will. As Morris Jessup said so eloquently:
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