If we
conjecture that this "alien phenomenon" is part of some deep
government conspiracy designed to experiment on people - perhaps to
make them think that they are being abducted by aliens so that they
will assiduously seek greater controls and protection from "Big
Brother" - we have a curious problem with this case. The problem
becomes: how could such a hypothesized group engineer the response to
this session that did, in fact, manifest?
I was
very careful not to mention the word "alien" or "abduction"
to the woman on the phone prior to the session. If phone conversations
are being monitored, how did this one get selected for special attention?
Such monitoring, even for "key words" that would trigger a
need for personal attention, suggests a conspiracy of such vast and
complex proportions that the logistics of it stagger the mind.
Well,
suppose it is a government conspiracy. Suppose that they do have such
monitoring capabilities, that they are monitoring my phone, the woman's
phone, or the phones of everybody by computer. As a result, suppose
they knew I was going to hypnotize her and sent out a flotilla of stealth
type aircraft to beam some wave at her (or something like that) which
would prevent her from talking to me.
Why would they go to all that trouble?
[They are gonna send several multi-million dollar aircraft to scare
the bejeebies out of a housewife-part time hypnotherapist in Florida?]
It seems to me that it would be easier
to just send one of those nice white panel trucks we see in the movies
to park a block away from my house for their "wave beaming"
activities.
Well, okay; maybe they just thought
it was a handy time to create a UFO flap at that moment for general
purposes: to get everyone all excited, to reinforce the "alien
phenomenon" scenario they are creating.
We are still looking at logistics that
stagger the mind.
The next
question we have to ask is this: since this woman "appeared"
in my life at precisely the moment I had been familiarized with the
phenomenon sufficiently to recognize the symptoms, how do we deal with
that synchronicity? If it is a government conspiracy that was aiming
at taking me in by gradual degrees, by creating a series of events in
my life that would lead me to give up my "rational explanations"
of the phenomenon, what kind of surveillance and "management"
does that suggest?
Again, it boggles the mind.
Thinking
these thoughts produced a strange feeling in me of being "watched"
in ways hard to describe. It was so strange a synchronicity that I
couldn't help but think that the appearance of these craft related to
our activities. I tried to sweep this thought under the rug, but it
kept coming back.
Nevertheless,
I had read so many cases by now of strange events similar to my own
that were attributed to "aliens". And that was the problem.
Who or what were they? Were they literally visitors from deep space?
Or were they the perceptions of victims of some vast government mind
control experiment? Most terrifying of all: were they demons?
I detected
the "signature" of a malevolent intelligences working in my
life and my experiences in an effort to either destroy or divert me
from something. If these evil beings had the power to interfere in
my life with malicious intent, even when I was deeply involved with
prayer and meditation - which one would suppose should act as a defense
- what protection did anyone have? Were we, the human race, defenseless
against these creatures?
The words
of Gurdjieff came back to haunt me. Were the belief systems of metaphysics
and religion useless drivel promulgated by an Evil Magician to convince
people they were Lions, Men, Eagles or Magicians instead of sleeping
sheep?
What kind
of madhouse had I opened my eyes to see? Was the fact that I had seen
it the very source of its existence? Was I, by noticing evil, more
vulnerable to attack? Surely not: The evidence of the presence of evil
threaded its way through the lives of others who denied all the clues.
I saw clearly the "mechanical" or "accidental" nature
of the Universe that Gurdjieff talked about. But now I realized that
our own programmed refusal to see reality, our ignorance, was the chief
door in our lives through which Evil entered.
Was it
possible, as Gurdjieff suggested, to become free of this? To awaken?
To see the projector behind the slide show of our lives? And, more
important, to see who was running the projector and why?
To
consider the idea of malevolent beings in control of our world that
could prey on us at will, behind our ordinary reality, was utterly soul
shattering.
I
began to see the possibility of an interpenetrating reality of more
or less physical solidity that interacted with humans as we may interact
with wildlife in a forest: the hunters and the hunted. [...]
Well,
in thinking about it deeply, it does appear that these beings - whatever
they turn out to be - can plunder our world, our lives and our very
minds at will. But I also have observed that they seem to be going
to an awful lot of trouble to conceal their activities and to confuse
observers with hundreds of crazy stories of different "races"
and groups of semi-mythological "good guys and bad guys".
Many people
who think they are psychic, have prophetic "dreams" or visions,
channel "space brothers," or who are contacted by beings who
are here to "help" us or to "save us" if only we
will let them, or have other psychic experiences are, in fact, being
regularly visited by aliens who literally "program" these
ideas into their minds. These stories are spread around, increasing
the level of confusion. But the greatest deception of all is the idea
that negative forces do not exist. And even if negative forces did
exist, there's no need to worry. If we just think nice thoughts, meditate
regularly, and repeat our affirmations, nothing icky will ever enter
our reality.
We are
not dealing with materialistic, earth-based technology here! For God's
sake, these guys walk through walls, float people out of their bodies
and control minds - the abilities we have historically attributed to
angels or demons or vampires.
In the
past, we dealt with ghosts and "gods" and demons. We are
dealing with the same entities now, only we are calling them "aliens".
They probably always WERE "aliens!" And maybe they want to
be "gods" again.
It was
a stunning and grotesque prospect for me to consider that humanity,
as a whole, has been used and cunningly deceived for millennia beyond
my wildest imaginings. I realized that the UFO and alien business was
truly nothing new. We have historical records of these phenomena stretching
back thousands of years. If these beings could get what they want simply
by moving in and taking it, would they spend so much time creating terror
and confusion? Alternatively, perhaps the terror and confusion is exactly
what they want to generate because they feed on it. But that makes
me also wonder why they are going to so much trouble to persuade us
to accept their total control if they could take it at will? These
guys would not be spending so much time terrorizing us and trying to
sneak in the back door if it were possible for them to walk in directly.
There is something we have that they want. There is some power we have
that they don't want us to discover.
