Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 15
The initial interaction with Ark was similar in some ways to the interaction with Frank's dad - it opened a huge door in my psyche, and again I began to remember. But it was quite different in flavor, texture and context. All of the memories of lifetimes with Ark centered around the efforts of outside agents to separate us from each other, to make us suffer for our attempts to be together, and repeating scenarios of being horribly and brutally killed for seeking to work together for the betterment and freedom of others. Hopefully, such lessons will help us to avoid similar traps in this life, though it will become clear that the same types of forces have been activated against us. There was a strange byproduct of this remembering and integration: I began to cry on that first day of the connection with Ark, and cried almost daily for the next year and a half. It was as though an ocean of grief was locked up inside and every single instance of suffering had to be re-experienced and fully mourned in order to integrate it. As a person who seldom cried, who had always had some measure of control over emotions, this inability to stop this flow of soul-deep grief was disconcerting to say the least. But there was another interesting side-effect of this releasing of the "waters of life" in such copious production of tears: my eyes began to heal. But I wasn't the only one who was "remembering." This "superhypnotherapist" action of the awakened superconsciousness had also apparently been activated for Ark as well. I am going to skip all the strange instances where this sort of thing manifested with each of us, simultaneously, on opposite sides of the Atlantic for the present. Suffice it to say that these incidents included visions, bilocation, synchronized dreams; effectively, so much strange activation of the inner psyche that Ark once wrote that if we hadn't lived through these experiences, and someone else had recounted them, we wouldn't have believed it. Ark's physical presence was also obviously very important in the "unlocking of secrets" process. And it wasn't just the dreams that were stimulated, and the way he was able to assist me in bringing information up, it was also his uncanny ability to select books he thought I might be interested in reading. One of the very first he bought for me contained the key to the "3/5 code" that the Cassiopaeans had brought up on 11-11-95 in response to my questions about the true esoteric significance of the number 33. This book, John Gribben's "In Search of the Double Helix, " about the interface between quantum physics and genetics, actually had a sufficient number of "code words" given by the C's that my hair stood up while I was reading it! When we noticed the strange upsurge in visitors to our little site on the day before the Hale Bopp suicides, and found that one of the repeat visitors was an organization that did genetics research, and the later discovery of the same site while doing the web search on the word "Brana, " we really began to get the idea that the Universe was pointing us in the direction of some deep research into genetics. So it was that the period of research in Gainesville, and Ark's presence had opened a huge door and I could barely keep up with the flow of ideas and information that flooded into me. The "Three Dominoes Dream" led to a startling series of discoveries which I have yet to chronicle, though much of the information will be included in Noah, even if without the background of how the C's gave the hints that I followed, and when I hit a "snag, " how they would offer a couple more hints that would clarify the sticking point. Reading the transcripts directly you may be to see some of these things from an external point of view, but without this background, you can have very little idea of what is behind the questions, or what was discovered between sessions. It is rather like watching a person who is reading hundreds of books from a distance. You can see them devouring the material on the page, and once in awhile they will talk about one or another point that they are reading, but for the most part, the drama between the reader and the book is inaccessible. It is, of course, possible for an individual who is reading to attempt to follow the same pathway, and make the same discoveries, but not terribly likely. Because, in point of fact, many of the keys were provided by Ark who now made books and journals and papers available to me in unlimited supply. As he worked through the summer in the universities in Bielefeld, at Dijon, Gottingen, and Florence, it seemed that he was always ideally situated to search the libraries for exactly what I needed when a question arose. The synchronicities between his discoveries as he searched for clues, and my own activity thousands of miles away, aren't always recorded in the transcripts, but are preserved in a series of email exchanges and letters that amount, at the present time, to somewhere around three thousand pages of material that we hope to arrange, edit, and publish at the proper time. This material, correlated to the transcripts is an incredible document of confirmation of not only the clues themselves, but the wisdom of giving the clues as they were delivered: in code. In some instances, these clues consisted of the use of specific words or phrases that were part of a private discussion between Ark and myself, wherein a certain "meaning" had already been explored and established, and the C's would either confirm or expand that meaning by their comments which could seem, to the outside viewer, to be either meaningless, excessively cryptic, or even construed to mean something else. The C's made it very clear that they used words in a certain way, and that they put in quotes the words that it would help us to further examine. I have an entire notebook full of these word clues and my research findings. But this story is about the Matrix dynamics, and not the research itself, so except for those issues that will be important in this recapitulation, I won't go into extensive detail on all of the work we were doing. Suffice it to say, while Ark and I were working on gathering the clues pretty much every day, all day, for the next few years, Frank was merely showing up about once a week for a session, and generally managed to do as little as possible even when I repeatedly asked him for assistance. On one occasions I handed him a printed copy of the transcripts and asked him to just go over it in his spare time and highlight or circle the spelling or typographical errors so that I could go in and correct them. He wouldn't even do that. So, because of the fact that Frank never participated in any research, any of the work of the "mission," he was completely in the dark when the C's communicated, and remains so to this day.
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