Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 12
The following week, with RC present, another strange series of remarks were made. I had been doing research on "secret societies" which included the Rosicrucians, Masons and others, and had ended up deep in a study of alchemy. The Cassiopaeans had mentioned a "super secret" group once before, called the "Quorum," and I was "on the trail." And, we had recently been introduced to the work of David Hudson and his "monoatomic gold." I was struggling to put the pieces together and find out just "who was on first."
The night of this session was very strange. After RC and her husband went home, I went to bed in a strangely excited state. I knew it was going to be difficult to get to sleep, so I began to practice meditative breathing exercises to relax myself. Suddenly, I saw a face right before me! It was as clear and real as if someone had entered the room! It is difficult to convey to anyone how truly solid and three-dimensional this face was. I did not know this face, but it was a man with light hair and glowing eyes and he looked at me so kindly and lovingly before he vanished like a popping balloon! I was so startled that I nearly lost my breath altogether, but with firm effort, I resumed my meditation and soon went to sleep. In December of 1995, we discovered that the Gulf Breeze UFO conference was going to be held in the Spring of 1996 rather than the Fall. This was rather startling since, the previous February, the C's had made a remark about going to Gulf Breeze in the Spring. What was even more interesting was that this remark had come immediately following a "mental question" that I had asked about some thoughts I was having. I didn't want to share those thoughts with anyone, nor did I want to ask the question aloud. However, in light of recent events, I can now tell the reader what it was after giving the background information. As the readers of Amazing Grace know, Frank's father committed suicide to avoid becoming a burden on his family as a consequence of declining health. Up until the time of Frank's embezzlement debacle, he had been in extraordinarily good health for a man of his age. In fact, he didn't look his age at all, which surprised me when I first met him because Frank had spent so many hours ranting about how terrible it had been to grow up with an "old father." He was sure that all the neighborhood kids laughed at him behind his back because his father was not young and virile and whatever. I wasn't terribly sympathetic to his description of how he had suffered so much because of this since I would have been happy to have such a father at any age. Nevertheless, the old gentleman went into a sudden, precipitous decline following his arrangements to keep Frank out of jail by paying back the money that had been embezzled. Within less than six months, he went from swimming laps in his pool every day, to being unable to rise from his chair unassisted. Frank blamed the decline on the medications his father had been given while hospitalized for an infection, and there is certainly much evidence to suggest that the American Medical system had a hand in the deterioration. I certainly agreed with Frank that a more holistic approach to the health issues might have saved his father's life. But when we consider holistic medicine, we also have to consider the stresses that bring on illness. It certainly seems that his shame over Frank's illegal activities contributed enormously to his vulnerability to illness which then necessitated hospitalization. The bottom line was, he was a courageous man, and he could see that his decline in health would soon lead to a drain in finances and other resources, and he chose to end his life before he became a burden on anyone else. It was a strange event. At the exact time that Frank's father was setting out the important papers for the convenience of his survivors to manage his affairs after he was gone, following which, he went outside and selected a spot where there would be no muss or fuss and did the deed, I was overcome with an irresistible urge to sleep. And in my sleep, Frank's father appeared to me and we talked for a very long time. The only problem was, I couldn't remember what was said when I woke up. And I woke up to the phone ringing, and it was Frank calling to tell me what had happened.
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