Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 9
To say that I was puzzled an confused is putting it mildly. But there was still something else about the event that was bothering me: the fact that my husband had been "turned off." For some reason, I had the idea that this was connected to another event that had occurred several days previously. So, trying to be discreet, I asked:
And this brings us to the crux of the matter at this point, the very thing we have been discussing, our relationships in terms of Theological Realities and conflicts between forces at higher levels. If all of existence is consciousness, if alternate universes are different individual or mass consciousness trajectories, then it must be very much like a tree. When we look at a tree we notice that some branches start to grow, but for some reason, they become stunted and die and fall off. Others will grow for a little way before doing so. Still others grow strong and get all the "juice" and develop, and more branches grow from them, and so on. In terms of "alternate dimensions," its all too easy to use it as an excuse for any "lie" to be accepted as truth, and this is why I sat back to think about this idea a little more carefully. As soon as the "many worlds" theory of physics was dropped into public awareness, the New Age grabbed it and it became THE new explanation for everything weird. If a source was caught in a lie, it was easy to explain that it "happened in another dimension." My guess is that the "real world" of 3rd density/dimensions, is a "collapsed" wave function reality. It is like the branch of a tree. At certain nodal points, there are other branches that have the possibility of "getting all the juice" and becoming the dominant branch, and what determines which it is depends on many factors. But, once one bud begins to dominate, the others become smaller and smaller and fall away eventually for lack of "juice." There is only one "real" reality. The others are only ghost or potential realities. Like a tree, with gazillions of branches, each individual's reality grows in this way. At certain points, there ARE alternate realities. But, depending upon choice, attention, and other factors, those realities that are undesirable can be "pruned" or deprived of sap so that they wither and fall away. At the same time, each individual being their own "branch," has a slightly different reality from every other individual, and some responsibility for the way their "branch" grows. But it is all from the same tree, and thus has a more or less single reality. If their choices are "diseased," their branch will grow in a way that causes it to be pruned, or wither, or face some interference even from other branches, perhaps. So, in a certain sense, at the "nodal point," many possibilities may exist, just as several buds may put out on the end of a branch, but not all of them will continue the process of branching, and at such points, we have some freedom to choose, individually or collectively, depending on the nature of the branch. It is my thought that, at this time of "eclipsing of realities," a very interesting thing had occurred: the energies of awareness I had been acquiring for almost a year had brought me to a point where the nascent Thought Centers of STO and STS each had an equal possibility of becoming the dominant branch. If the Cassiopaeans were one thought center of a different reality, me in the future, so to speak, but a future that was not yet "firm," it was only a budding branch on the tree, and the abducting critters originated from a different "me in the future," of another branch. At this moment, the energies were equal, and something tremendous hinged upon my choice. And that choice had consequences relating to my marriage. I began to understand that our reality is masked as a medium for growth. And what we are growing is our Will which, when aligned with a given Thought Center, allows that Thought Center to manifest its Will in our reality to the extent we are in alignment and can be amplified! To be in alignment with the STO Thought Centers results in an increase of Spiritual consciousness and a diminishment of the "sleeping" consciousness of matter. To align with the STS Thought Centers, as we ARE, results in an increase of the "sleeping consciousness," or "Wishful Thinking" of matter, and a diminishment of Spiritual Consciousness. Every situation or dynamic in which we find ourselves demands a RESPONSE. To not respond is, of course, a choice to accede to the dynamic as IT is. This means that the only true response we can give is to BE more fully and strongly what we have chosen. Consciously. And only by doing this do we progress to the next level. We come then to the problem of how to do this and I realized that it was a matter of "growing" stronger in terms of polarity/orientation. At the level of 3rd density, the animal man is far stronger than the spiritual man. Third density is the point at which the process of "division" into those that will follow the unification into Oneness that leads to the "new" descent into primal matter, and those that will follow the unification into Oneness that will be the consciousness that will "play" with this clay, losing itself in it for the joy of creation and learning and experience. It was at this point that I began to understand the principle and purpose of the Petty Tyrant. Even though I hadn't read Castaneda at this point, I knew that there was a moment in which I had received a warning that my ex-husband was draining my energy to the point of death. And after the two experiences, where I realized that he might actually be the one whose energy was utilized to interact with me - that it was through him, as a portal, that such beings were enabled to enter my reality - it was a terrible thing to face. I was seeing the Theological Reality, the Eclipsing of realities, that my real choices in real life, regarding real people, reflected some higher realm of existence. And all the niceness in the world wasn't enough to make this one go back under the rug. In dealing with my ex as a "Petty Tyrant," I had achieved a certain level of modification that allowed me to hold my own in the face of the unknown. Combined with knowledge from research and information from the C's, I hadn't run screaming in terror; I hadn't collapsed in horror; I hadn't allowed myself to be a victim. Even though I had the idea that such beings might have more power than me, I refused my permission. If they were going to do it, if I couldn't kick and scream, I would think the loudest yells at them imaginable. And they knew it somehow. Remember what Don Juan said?
And that was the key. I began to grow a branch of the tree that went in a different direction, toward a different future; a future wherein I was no longer willing to be a victim. The branch grew slowly, of course. It would be 8 months before there was enough growth to stand the pressure of the unknowable - and then, only to a certain extent. But everything hinged on recouping my energy, and I knew that I must concentrate everything on this task. This idea, this principle, that close association with an individual who is on a path to a certain future, a person who is growing the branch of a certain Thought Center, being united with such a person as in a marital relationship, is a crucial element of the Theological Reality. They may be on the same branch for a long time, but when a new bud begins to grow, there is a choice. This fact is disguised from us in myriads of ways all engendered and supported by the theories of psychology promoted by the Matrix control system. And the same is true for all our many relationships. Each and every encounter with a Petty Tyrant will ultimately bring us to a point of eclipsing of realities wherein we can make choices. There are any number of futures, but they are ghost futures; potential futures; you can build up your energy and choose which branch grows. But only at those points where you have done a certain amount of work that "seeds" the new branch. And when it is ready, it will let you know. And based on those choices, the entire universe can be changed.
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