Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 9
I would like to discuss here several session excerpts. In the first one, Terry announced at the beginning of the session that he was low on energy, and we can now recognize that this might have tended to reduce the shielding effect. If Terry was low on energy, that would mean that Frank's negative agenda would be more able to manifest, as was, indeed, the case. What made the session even more problematical was the presence of guests - this was the first session attended by Tom French. I was pretty happy that Tom had decided to attend a session. I was absolutely certain that he would see that the group was far more interesting than I was. I hoped that the result would be that he would then want to interview the other members and that the focus might shift to the group and away from me, individually and specifically. When he scheduled his attendance at this session, Tom had specifically asked that we should not do anything in any way different from any other session - he just wanted to be a fly on the wall, so to speak. I promised that I try to make everything as "normal" as possible. I decided not to notify any of the group members in advance that Tom would be at the session. I wasn't being discourteous by springing something on them that they might not find agreeable, because all of them had already said that they hoped he would attend a session soon. As I saw it, Tom's attendance would be a surprise, but a nice one. At the same time, I was keeping my promise not to do anything different. Now, let's look at a few specific remarks from that session:
The session went along rather normally, with the standard kinds of questions we ordinarily asked, and nothing particularly different in any way. Anyone can read the sessions and determine that this is so, which is what made "the remark" so surprising.
I was more than a little stung by such a remark, followed by Jan's declaration that I was "showing off." What was more, as I pointed out at the moment, I wasn't the only one asking questions, nor was I in any way "rushing" anything. A bit later, the C's made the comment:
We can now recognize that the suggestion that the subject was too complex for the board would have lead to the suggestion for Frank to channel directly. If anything would have turned Tom French off to the C's, that would have done it. So, even though Jan's teasing remark focused the attention in her direction, we can now see that it was a diversion away from Frank's agenda. The remark that there was too much thought fragmentation was a warning from C's that something was going on, and in retrospect we think that it was a sort of 'battle of forces.' What happened toward the end of the session was also rather strange:
The only problem was, it could not have been Mars. And at that moment, I knew it couldn't have been Mars. But rather than argue the point, I decided to let it drop. I was hugely disappointed that the session had not been like so many of the others, full of fun and lively exchange and accurate information. Of course, that may have been partly due to my own wish that the group would "shine" and demonstrate that it would be far more interesting for Tom to write about ALL of us, than just me. But there had been a distinctly unpleasant sensation in the air at the time, and I wanted to know why. Jan had drawn attention to herself by saying "She's just trying to show off," and that was very hurtful, most especially when it wasn't true. In fact, the opposite was true. I wanted to know what had happened, why the energy had been so unpleasant. So, Frank and I had a session a few days later to ask about this. In retrospect, this wasn't a very good idea because it gave Frank the opportunity, as occurred on many other occasions, to divert attention and suspicion away from himself, and plant it on others.
We can note a very strange thing in the above remarks: first, Jan is being blamed for the emotional prejudice that poisoned the atmosphere of the session, and at the same time, it is being said that the "attack" does not emanate "from" Terry and Jan, which suggests that it was "through" them rather than originating there. And I missed the clue. It never would have occurred to me that Frank, himself, was the vector of attack, that he could possibly have been emanating the energies that affected Jan, as well as the rest of us in the room. Nevertheless, after this incident, Frank renewed his campaign to do the direct channeling, and so the group discussed it and decided we would give it another try. I started off with my question about the session itself that had been described by me as "corrupted," and that wrong answers had been given as a result of this corruption, to which the C's had given assent that my analysis was correct.
The reader can look at the question and response above and see quite clearly that the question was not posed in such a way as to "lead" the response. And, in fact, when I pointed out that the light could not have been Mars because it wasn't there the next night, the answer was that I couldn't see it because of clouds, which was also incorrect. I couldn't see it the next night because it wasn't there. There were no obscuring clouds.
The subject was changed right after the above because none of us saw any point in pursuing it. All the while these words were coming out of Frank, we were all looking at each other and silently signaling each other that this was most definitely NOT the C's talking. I was embarrassed for Frank. He had no idea how pompous and condescending he sounded nor that he was being viewed as a poseur by the other members of the group. I continued to have faith that his "talent" could be developed, but I knew that he needed more exposure to the C's by group channeling before we tried trance channeling again. What is more, I protected him. I didn't want to undermine his confidence by telling him that everybody felt just plain yucky in his presence when he channeled on his own. After all, his claim to be able to "channel" was the only thing he had. How could I take it away from him?
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