Adventures With Cassiopaea

Chapter 5

Vampires that are not fully formed may desperately try to cover up the growing vampire seed within by "doing good deeds." This isn't done consciously, mind you. At this point, the narcissistic view of the self is so powerful that looking in the mirror and seeing the true emptiness of the soul is impossible. Such an event would result in the total melt-down of the entire personality structure, and the subconscious defense mechanisms won't allow that.

Rather than facing and dealing with the real issues, acknowledgement of the darkness within, acknowledging mistakes and lies and manipulations of others, being truly sorry, and truly asking for help such people desperately seek to eradicate what they subconsciously suspect about themselves in any way they can. The chief method is by "doing good deeds" through projecting the darkness in their own soul onto someone else.

Of course, that is just the psychological "real reason," and not the Theological reason. The archetypal forces will use this mode of behavior - will stimulate such thinking - in order to accomplish their own goals. The individual will be persuaded in their own mind that, by following a certain course of action, they can - little by little -eradicate the dreaded shadow that haunts their mind. And of course, it is "out there." But this then becomes the tool of the "head vampire" at the top of the food pyramid, to both enhance feeding potentials, as well as to destroy any threat to the status quo.

Vampire lore tells us that holding up a mirror to a literal vampire is a dangerous task. In psychological terms, holding up a mirror to a person in whom the vampire archetype is active is also problematical at best. It is at such a moment that the individual can make one of three choices: denial, growth, or despair. In criminal psychology terms, they have the choice to continue their criminal behavior with the strong likelihood of ultimate destruction; to radically change; or just commit suicide and get it over with. The individual who chooses to not change and grow, to not acknowledge the emptiness of the soul, effectively chooses to become a full vampire. Such a person has no capacity for true human compassion, but they have endless "forms" that they may take on to pursue the goal of obliterating the threat to their survival as a vampire.

Such a person, faced with such a revelation about themselves are most often completely unable to give up their illusory perfection and "celebrity status." They cannot disentangle themselves from the programmed illusion and delusion of the narcissistic self created in a "fake bio and credentials." They MUST believe that they are the fake self, because in the deepest recesses of their subconscious minds, they feel that they are nothing at all. And in the Theological reality, that is what they are making true. By being controlled by this psychological program, they utilize their energy to manifest that archetype.

The Matrix supports such behavior. The illusion, the wishful thinking reality in which such a person lives, consists of a firm conviction that they are, indeed, of the light - a higher spiritual being - and that they must destroy that which has mirrored back to them the horrible truth of their lies and imperfection - a truth that is backed up by evidence and witnesses. They galvanize all their energy to strike and destroy; to "banish the darkness," so that they can live in the everlasting light that is promised them for their "service."

The pernicious vampire who has had a glimpse of himself and his emptiness, and has projected this emptiness onto another, knows instinctively that he needs to utilize his "other forms" to survive and ultimately destroy the threat to his being. These "other forms" can consist in what may seem, initially, to be "changes" in behavior. This manifests, again, in the psychological belief of the individual that by "doing good deeds" he can vanquish the vampire "out there." He will "do favors for others," believing that this is a good, compensatory deed that will earn him salvation. But in his heart of hearts, he knows that the person he is doing the favor for is someone he has wronged. In fact, he believes that by doing something for someone he has wronged without confessing that wrong, or even acknowledging it, that it is all that much more a "good deed."

The pernicious vampire will give time and energy to a group or a cause that that he really holds in contempt. He will do things for people he secretly disdains, and he will do it all the more sweetly if he thinks it will strengthen his chances for survival. Such a vampire who has gone deeper under cover will patronize people who he is really, secretly, exploiting. And he will most certainly proclaim that he is a follower of beliefs that he secretly desecrates, and his actions will most ultimately demonstrate that he is not truly an advocate of such ideas in his soul.

In some cases, when the darkness in a single person becomes too great to bear, he or she will project it onto a whole group of human beings. They will then go and seek out a group of neighbors and friends with similar darknesses that they want to unload, and they form an agreement about what group they want to project their multiplied lawlessness and iniquity onto. In this way, they don't have to hide their darkness because they can join together in a public orgy of projection. They believe that if they can destroy whomever they have collectively projected their darkness onto, that they will be collectively "purged" and will all be fresh and new and perfect together. The only problem is: in such a dynamic, the individual and collective darkness only grows in this miasma of vampiric revelry. And as it grows, they must project more and more to cleanse themselves. And what they do not realize is that they are, step by incremental step, killing their own souls. Because by feeding the vampire inside the self, that vampire archetype grows stronger and stronger, and this is a manifestation of the eating of the soul of the infected victim by the hyperdimensional vampires, and thus represents the Theological reality.

Of course, as noted already, this is an incremental process.

When a con-artist deliberately deceives someone, he keeps his human feelings separate - compartmentalized. He may be, essentially, two people: a human being to his wife and family and friends, and a criminal to his victims. All psychological studies show that if he continues on such a path long enough, he ultimately becomes less and less human with everyone. Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, each time the STS behavior or wishful thinking is indulged, each time it is not resisted and overcome, it becomes stronger and stronger. And its ultimate objective is to destroy its victim who, in the throes of his own destruction, reaches out to try to save himself by destroying others.

In the most mundane sense, this manifests in our "real world" as people who have no manners, who have no class, who have no nobility of soul and who are incapable of recognizing it, nor do they understand that they don't have it. They then attempt to compensate for their lack by declaring it to be of no value, therefore not having it does not diminish their value within the structure of their wishful thinking. In addition, because it is something not possessed, they must attack it and those who possess it.

Getting back to the matter at hand, Frank tried to obliterate the darkness within by a course of "good deeds," or more precisely, by curtailing some of his previously draining activities, including his regular rants about committing suicide. He became more helpful and generous in his words, to me at least. He never did - nor could he, it seems - actually overcome his lethargy long enough to do anything physical for any of the group.

But what is most important at this point is the fact that Frank had most definitely begun the process of projection. And the objects of this projection were varied, but most particularly Terry and Jan and S**, all of whom actually did a lot of work for and with the group.

And me? Well, I was as easy to manipulate as any doting mother of a brilliant, helpless child.

Fortunately, as we will soon see, the C's were not so easy to manipulate.

Continue to Chapter 6

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