Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Article - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
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Chapter 5
We have explored, to some extent, the idea that the psychological make-up of an individual can be the "real reason" they do something or behave a certain way. But beyond that, what we were in the process of learning from the Cassiopaeans was that this so-called psychological dynamic was merely the tool with which battles between forces are fought in hyperdimensional realities. The significance of this point cannot be over-emphasized, because until the individual fully grasps the idea that their very thoughts, emotions, and perceptions can be AUGMENTED by external forces - which can include brain chemical alteration - and how drastically this can change their perceptions, they have no possibility of developing the ability to truly act with Free Will. As I have said before: any woman who has experienced PMS knows how changes in chemistry can so completely alter perception and thinking, that it is utterly terrifying to think that this might be the constant state in which we live: a bag of hormones and brain chemicals that keep us connected to the Matrix as "food." I had, of course, gone back to sleep in my narcissistic images of myself as the "rescuer" and "do-gooder" and "healer of all wounds" and "mother to every lost child;" images that had been inculcated into me from childhood, as the readers of Amazing Grace already know. That's the "real reason" of the psychological substrate. The Theological reason was, of course, that, utilizing such programs as the "tool," I was most definitely set up to be "energetic food." The question arises at this moment as to why I would refer to such seemingly positive self images as "narcissistic?" Aren't people who rescue and do good and heal and function as mothers pursuing paths of service to others? Indeed they are. The difference is: are they functioning from a position of Truth or Wishful Thinking? And this is, ultimately, the difference that I was about to learn, even though it took me another year to get even the first phase of the lesson under my belt. It's an ongoing project! All of us here in this reality are, to one extent or another, predators or prey. The husband who is energetically fed upon by his employer cannot refuse because he would lose his job. So, he goes home and feeds on his wife. The wife is afraid to refuse because the husband might leave and she is helpless and must care for her children. But she is deficient in energy and she must get it somewhere, so she manipulatively indulges her children so that they will give her praise and love, and thereby feeds on them. She may also abuse them psychologically to feed on their suffering. She doesn't see that she is feeding on them; she is behaving mechanically according to the programs of the Matrix which keep the whole machine complex running to constantly siphon energy off and pass it up the line to - well, to who? Our 4th density STS hyperdimensional Controllers of the Matrix, perhaps? It is in this context that the Theological reality becomes all important. Aside from just thinking or talking about the psychological substrate, the tools of the "battle," we need to see the clear distinction between the forces. As above, so below. In an STS hierarchy, as described above, there is an ultimate "feeder," or recipient of the energy that is gathered and passed along through the interstitial spaces of our reality - the threads of consciousness that connect us to our family, friends and associates. In the case of the STS reality, this is a Thought Center of Non-being which is where consciousness goes that has been ultimately "matterized." Because consciousness that is being drawn to the idea of "non-being" cannot actually become nothing, or die, but it can go to sleep for a very, very, very long time. In short, consciousness that is subsumed into the STS hierarchy ultimately becomes primal matter. In some philosophies, this truth that a certain pathway will lead to matterization is openly taught - at least in the inner circles. To achieve this "oneness of eternal sleep" is the primary objective and exercises and tasks of almost superhuman darkness are undertaken in order to be granted this "eternal rest." The problem, however, as the higher teachers of this pathway very well know, is that in order for this "oneness" to be achieved, as they desire it, All else in the cosmos must be brought to a halt - the eternal expansion and cycling of creation must be ended - God must be killed, or at least effectively put back to sleep. What this means is that the idea of BEing must be destroyed. Like a snake that attempts to swallow its tail in order to end its own existence, the STS pathway seeks to swallow all of creation into the sleep of Non-being. When we wake up and realize that we "feed" on those below us, and are in turn "fed upon" by those "above us," we naturally want to ask what is the alternative? And the Cassiopaeans have presented an alternative: STO, something that is hardly conceivable in our reality, a circle of symbiotic giving and support where no violation of Free Will occurs, and where the energy commutates and expands for All, instead of disappearing along an ever narrowing, one-way street to the top of an STS pyramid. It is in the gaining of knowledge about how our archetypal images are twisted so that we are manipulated to feed the STS pyramidal hierarchy that we have the chance to become free of it and join the STO circle of commutating, shared energy and joyful creation. In other words, when we are locked in a dynamic that is fundamentally STS, there is no equal sharing of energy. One or the other participants is the predator and one or the other is the "energy food," and the energy of both is being drawn off to some higher being who is manipulating the situation for this very purpose. And it is not always easy to discern this unless we are fully aware of the Theological reality and learn to read the very small signs. The Matrix is cleverly designed to conceal itself, but as all mechanical systems, it is not perfect. With careful attention and awareness, the "man behind the curtain" can be seen. What this means is that when my images of positive orientation were activated, they were activated narcissistically so that I thought I was doing all those good things for another soul that was truly asking. But the truth was, that other soul was not asking; I was being manipulated to give my energy of helping, mothering, healing, doing good, to the STS dynamic which ultimately seeks to kill all of those things by draining the energy of those who are configured that way. And I was being tricked to do it by the activation of my illusions about how these things operate rather keeping my eyes open to the truth that I had already seen.
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